The embracing of one another

ong Distance Relationship (LDR) may not be in your dictionary but it is definitely in mine and I have to admit that sometimes I DO hate it, really do hate it. But why do I continue having it?

It is because of him, Ryan Tan Ze Cheung.

It is never easy to only hear the voice of your loved one thru phones, msgs and msns whenever you need comfort. When I open my eyes in the morning, I really do hope I am able to embrace the sweet adorable face next to mine. I want to hold hand in hand down the street, laughing and being beside him. I wish to have him around me all the time. I hope to have his hands wrapped around me, hugging me tightly; letting me know that I am never alone and I have someone special to be dependent on.

But it is NOT AS BAD as everyone perceived it to be.

By hearing his voice, I am comforted and he tries to cheer me up whenever I am down (sometimes so tak jadi-ed). Even when I am not able to see him beside me early in the mornings, I am greeted by his messages on msn before he heads of to work (I find that really sweet and adorable). As I am trying to stick to my phone budget, I hardly msg him but I hope he does know that I am notforgetting him and I really do look forward to seeing and talking to him online. Yes we only see each other by webcam-ing but I get really excited when I see him on my screen . I know some of you may find that pathetic but tat is the closes I can get to see him and I really want to see him everyday. He may not be able to hold and kiss me as many of the couples do but when we see each other, I could feel that the kisses were even more special than before. His hugs provided the comfort that I have been longing since I last saw him.

He recently came to Melbourne to see me and I am really glad he did. When he first told me he was coming, I refused to let him come, wanting him to save his money and not waste it on me (of course secretly I really wanted to see him ). But when I saw him at the airport, my heart skipped a beat .

It was exciting to see him dwelling among my friends and having fun too in the process. I really did wanted him to stay longer but sadly he has to return home and I have no idea when will I see him next (I am still not sure if I am going back). As we rolledl his bag out the front door, I couldn’t help but tear and I tried to stop by not looking at him. Whenever I looked at him, I would start crying . I did not look at him until he checked in his bag. We had 18 mins left. We had lunch and we then proceeded to the gate. I finally looked at him and tears started flowing. I am about to leave him. I really did not want to. I couldn’t speak. All I could do was cry and I cried even harder as I saw him walk thru the gate. That was it. That was the last time I would see him in a very long time.

Until today, whenever the memory is played in my head, I never fail to cry.

I really wanted him to stay, I wanted him to be beside me.

*cries*

I still remember the day you first talked to me.

I still remember the day someone told me that I should be with you (righty and lefty).

I still remember the day you first came to my house.

I still remember the day you confessed to me.

I still remember the Christmas I spent with you in Italiannies.

I still remember the flowers you first bought for me.

I still remember the first fight we had.

I still remember the times you came to keep me company eventho you had stocktake the next day.

I still remember you meeting my family and friends on New Year’s eve.

I still remember the times you came all the way to KL to fetch me.

I still remember the movies we watched.

I hope to continue remembering tall the things above in the many months to come.

HAPPY 7th MY DEAREST!

Look at cheeky Cherina behind .

I hope in the months to come, we will be stronger than we are now. I love you my dearest and I cannot wait to have u in my arms again!

Hold on to me, for always .

As for now, quickly come back from dinner and skype with me .

p/s: Walking in the dark having raindrops on your head is not fun.

I am off to watch scrubs.

Nights.

It turned out pretty well :)

*He slams newspaper on table*

*I decided to run towards the table*

“As of today, we will know what will happen to……”

MICHELLE CHEAM, WAKE UP!

WILLIAM WONG IS HERE!

Great, I was into a deep dream with political issues being discussed and I was woken up because William came to get us. Anyway, bathed and quickly drove off to Clayton where we did our shopping for the big dinner tonight. We bought 2 kgs of CHICKEN WINGS, 2 kgs of RIBS and 1.5kg of pork shoulder (a woman was quite shocked when William and I bought the meats from the butcher ).

Why you ask?

We were going to make Bah Kuh Teh, Fried Chicken, Veges and Tong Yuen. We were all excited but it was only 12 plus when we were done with the groceries.

*grin*

Thinking what to do for the rest of the day, we decided to just chill at Knox City and meet up with Kings. We ended up watching a movie and by the time the movie was done, it was nearly cooking time! We headed home and everyone started becoming busy while the guys just chilled and they were playing with their PS2s and comp games. Susan came home and decided to take a nap while Lin came in later to make the tong yuen.

Rolling flour into small balls is actually fun when you have people to do it with. Seeing them rolling into different sizes, you will guarantee laugh my friend! We cooked one whole big pot of bah kuh teh and apparently there was not enough space to put ALL the ingredients in. So, to improvise, we soaked the TauFu pok into the soup for a while and took them out to serve on a plate.

Conclusion? The dinner was a big success ! Everyone enjoyed themselves and it seemed like everyone had fun (which I think they actually really did). To end the night, we cramped up in William’s room to watch Shutter (eng version). I would recommend people to watch the Thai one. It is more original and the ghost is much more creppier than the Eng one. Plus the storyline is much more appealing and the casts (including the ghost) were just better. I know I am being biased but do I look like I care?

I found a very nice badge in William’s room and I decided to take it (well, he gave it to me knowing why I wanted it so badly).

If you know me well, you will know why I wanted the badge

I am going to watch an episode of That’s 70’s Show (yeah , just got it from them today). I am still sick and I am having my monthly visits. I will see if I wanna post up today’s dinner. I am at the moment, SUPER LAZY and tomorrow will be going down to the city with py, so I think I shall quickly watch my episode and hit the sacks, yo!

p/s: IT SPELLS OUT MY NAME, MICHELLE CHEAM AI CHING!

Nights.

Current mood: Super duper mega pissed!

Currently listening to: Star Mile

Can the rain stop, pretty please?

*grins*

From the tittle above, many of you can guess that it has been raining cats and dogs lately which caused me to fall sick. I am down with fever, cough, the flu and sore throat. Today at uni, I managed to sneeze and cough simultaneously. It was quite painful but it was pretty cool! (and of course I looked ugly).

How did I “try” to cure myself? Since the uni was giving out free coke zero and according to Aunty Jen, it kinna helps with the throat… or was it the nose? Well, it was either one and I decided to just grab one each day and chug them down eventho they tasted a bit weird. Well its free, so who cares.

Yesterday, planet uni had a gathering and people started asking me which UL i am in. Being unable to asnwer, Jono decided to tell the world that I was in Peggen’s, then Hui Li’s and now I am no where to be seen. Sad huh? Will start picking my habit of going to church this year.

Btw, Ryan left last Tuesday and sigh, I miss him being around for me to kacau, scold and be bullied. Sigh, Now it is back to webcaming and late nights on the telephones. 5 more months and hopefully I get to see everyone again.

Now it is back to seeing my bf on the screen again . Sigh. Sigh.

May promised me many many trips around Malaysia (we are still not earning yet, so we only travel within the country). Super kiam right?

Oh I am trying to get into the habit of…..

NOT SHOPPING!

(I am damn serious about this.)

Don’t laugh.

On an angry note: (I am seriously angry, wtf) Seriously, some people should just mind their bloody business and not try to think they can ruin people’s life by making them miserable. They think what they wanna think and as a result, they might say out the wrong things that might lead to serious damage. Damn it.

Mind you own fucking business you assholes. (It was long since I typed all these)

I am unable to think straight now, I need to lie down but I am going out for steamboat soon, yummmmmm.

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Back from steamboat with my tummy all filled up , here are some pictures of my lovely dinner and my mini coke zero! and some random photos I managed to find on my desktop

My current bestie

real taste = crappiest taste

I wanna drink with Ryan again!

Why my thumb so short?

Tong Yuen!

Taro Pancake

I cannot wait for Friday to come, where we sit and cramp up in William’s room. Trashing his stuff and taking over his tv.

Maybe I should spread my sickness to all of them since i love them so so much, no?

I like this picture of all of us. Like all damn busy and damn chat kepoh.

Ok, off to mandi before Ryan comes back from futsal to find me still in my jeans. I really need my meds, I feel as tho the world is on my shoulders and my nose is driving me nuts.

Oooooo, I bought Oreos and of course Peanut Butter and Milk to go with it.

Nights people, anddd…

ZOHMYGOSH, I forgot I am suppose to work tomorrow.

DAMN!

Hopefully nothing falls into customer’s plates.

Road trip up? or was it down?

The weather is awful, cold and windy and wet!

Plus, yesterday I did not get the sleep I desired so badly. Having to work from 12 to 9 and after watching Exorcist, I dreaded for a nice sleep but sadly, it was one of the worst nights of my life apart from a 2 hour sleep before my property paper.

I know the blog has been abandoned for a while now (due to busy-ness and laziness) but I am trying to get back to blogging. Well Ian quoted,

—Ian— says (5:12 PM):
dats like the 3million time u said dat

I will keep my word and I will start blogging back again! You’ll see people.

The holidays were great but short. 3 weeks and now I am back in Uni again. Nevertheless, we had fun and I managed to go to Philip Island after a very long time. 3 cars went up and the drivers were Philip, Nelson and William with a total of 9 other passengers who i guess made some of their drivers miserable.

The hungry bunch in desperate need of food

Kingsley with his finger

William

Philip . Nelson . William

Stopped by Paddy’s for a lil choc

The Jetty

Poh Yee!

Yes, he came for me!

Koalas

Kangaroos

Hiding the food from our fellow emu.

Philip Island’s penguins!

Girls

Guys

All of us

The End.

There were a few more activities but I think this shall do for the day. I cannot stand the fact that I have to choose one picture by one picture to post them up. Too much clicking and my eyes hurt just staring at the screen.

Alright, I am off to watch something in my comp. Oh btw, was chatting with the dearest just now and i once again wanna wish her a very happy birthdayyyyyyy.

Happpy birthdayyyyyy my deareast SU YEN!

awww, ain’t she adorable.

Yeah, right

mC